Thanks to some good friends whom I had better leave nameless, in case someone later decides they were inadvertently breaking any rules, I had the chance to retrace some of my earliest steps before we left Cyprus in June.
A visit to the old Nicosia International Airport, now a UN-guaranteed de-militarised zone, provided an interesting glimpse back into my own childhood and a poignant reminder of how corrosive has been the modern history of the island.
It didn’t, sadly, provoke any new recollections, nor did I discover much in the way of scenery and buildings that I could remember.
My earliest memories are from Cyprus. There aren’t many of them, and most have been augmented by later family story-telling, but I have some clear glimpses burned into my neurons by strong childish emotions that accompanied the events in them.
My parents were serving with the Royal Air Force when I was a toddler in the late 60s. It was a time of ferment, post-independence and featuring efforts by Greek Cypriots to control their Turkish peers and drive out the British. It was before the Turkish invasion of 1974, which was itself triggered by an attempted coup by Greek soldiers.
Little of that made much impression on me. I remember the first time I gleefully ran away with the other kids across the ‘bondoo’, an area of rough ground behind the house which my mother was convinced was home to a thousand venomous snakes. I could hear her shouting, but deliberately pretended not to hear. I must have been three or four. This is how I know that children are not born innocent.
I can also remember walking alone on a path to visit my friend Karen. It could only have been 200 metres away. A stranger was walking towards me. He stepped to the outside of the pavement at the same time I did. He stepped to the inside, while I mirrored the step. We both made one more spontaneous effort to get around each other and failed – and I ran home crying. How curious that, with everything else going on, that event carries such weight in my mind.
Another moment that has affected me all my life was the birthday party of a slightly older peer across the road. I didn’t know many of the other children and was shy. The mum sat me down at the table and asked me what I wanted to eat. I indicated a slice of bread and what I suppose I took to be a jar of chocolate spread. They let me spread it, and I put it on thickly, then shoved a huge bite in my mouth. And that, oh reader, is the last time I ate Marmite. Even the smell makes me gag, to this day.
We lived in “married quarters” near the airfield on what was called East Road – east of the runway, presumably. No-one I spoke to at the airfield this year could identify where that road might have been; most of the remaining roads are named after trees. There is a large area in which old houses and buildings have been demolished, and I suspect our old house is one of those.
The Anglican church at which I attended Sunday School is still there, and the old source of food, the NAAFI. The school I was too young to attend is now the headquarters of the British military contingent.
The airport itself is a virtual corpse, held in paralysis between its once vibrant life and a decent burial. You walk through two inches of bird excrement to trace the route past the ticket desks and passport office, through duty free with its crumbling, filthy seats, and to the cavernous empty departure hall. A generation of filth and decrepitude has not erased the recognisable marks of its former trade, but it has turned it into a nightmare parody. It is a film set from Planet Of The Apes, a vision of the post-apocalypse.
Outside, there are at least two more corpses, the remains of aeroplanes that did not make it out when the Turkish exercised their ‘rights’ as a guarantor power and invaded in 1974. One civilian plane was apparently shot down after take-off; the other never made it off the ground.
The airport is now part of the 180-kilometre-long buffer zone protected by the UN and keeping the Turkish controlled north from the Greek-influenced south. This zone, which includes almost 350 square kilometres of land, is said to be a great wildlife reserve, and is more than seven kilometres across at its widest – but in the pedestrianised heart of the capital, Nicosia, it can be crossed in three steps.
There is no doubt that it also represents the preserved agony of a generation on both sides of the divide. Like my own fleeting childhood glimpses, it is a powerful memory fixed by the howl of emotion that accompanied it. The politics that led to the division were stupid – on both sides – and the lack of a resolution ever since still is. But the impact of that actions has divided communities, families and a nation for nearly 40 years and more than a hundred thousand displaced people would like the dividing line to disappear so they can return to their family homes and lands and take up life on a united island once again.










